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Walk

I went for a Jog yesterday evening, then after a while it turned into a walk.
It was quite lovely, the clouds were heavy above, windy cool air, it was fresh~!

But there were many things in life to reflect on, mostly because I was looking back into the days when I spent most of my childhood playing in these fields and walking these lanes. It was certainly a path down memory lane once again.

To see a mother in her 50s walking with her all grown up daughter,
A father holding 2 of his children's hands and walking together,
A grand father riding on a motor cycle with his grand son,
To see the kids playing soccer in the field,
Another bunch of them climing giant rocks,
A few of them playing badminton,
To (well... at least tried) climb a tree I've climbed as a kid,
Walk up the little hill behind my house,
Watch the sun go down on Klang Valley.

I've almost forgotten to go slow in life, I guess there are days to rediscover what you've discovered as a kid, suprisingly we'll learn to see things in a new perspective as we gather more experiences then look back and see how far we've come. Its also about remembering where we came from

Miss USA (Texas 2004) : Never forget where you came from~!

Dice

I feel like a little dice,
Can't say that it is nice,
Dont like being tossed around,
Just wanna be at one place where I can be found,
Play with me and you'll see results,
Perhaps you'll start to adore,
Perhaps you thought there should be more,
But its all I can offer,
Six is my highest number,
Fair be it to see my demise,
Would you then find another dice?

Cold

Its been Icy cold these days. The reason is because of the rain that has been pouring non stop since yesterday. It made us put a hold down on our Wednesday Jog, postponed. Not sure until when.
Its even a torture to take a bath now. The water freezing cold I dare not touch~! That's why I have yet to take my bath later, not even sure if I'll do. :P (Stinkz)

But somehow the rain brings in some ways, inspirations. It is days when my brain is cooled down (refreshed in some ways) I feel mentaly alive~! Probably because of the O2

Its the season again,

Down pours the rain,

A cheerful dance on my window panes,

Little rivers running down slopy lanes.

Cheerful sounds of falling water,

Mutes the sounds of city clatter,

Drips the sound of a leaking gutter,

As the steady rhythm go "pitter-patter".

A get away from the heat of September,

A pleasant cool this mid-October,

Prepares the mind for exams in November,

So we can all play when begins December.

I thank God for the decent weather,

My thoughts again I begin to gather,

Time to think about what really matters,

And more of my future endeavours.

Have a Lovely rainy season My Friends~!

Away

Wierd~!?

I found myself going to Joanne's farewell and yet I've hardly got to know her. Only tonight I knew there was "something" going on between her and David ... hehe (I may be wrong ... but it seems that way just now)

But I guess seeing her going away seems to remind me how much Home meant to me.
My dad, my mom, my sister, my brother.
A place where I really know who I am and where I came from.
A place where there will be people who will accept me for whoever I am and who I am to become.
A place where I find my own solitary confinement
A place to be tested and burned
A place to be at rest
A place where I call Home

Burdened yet Inspired~!

I guess inspirations come when it is least expected~!
But I've learnt also not to write only when I feel inspired, rather write what I feel at this point about something. I'll have an article (a story rather) coming up on my blog soon :P

Its been about a week I've been very heavy ladened~! I felt very confused about all that has been going on, I've been asked about many things and one of it was to be PKV's Pres. for the next term ( a position I'd gladly take but poised to put myself in a difficult situation). Even now I'm not sure what others are thinking of me...

what kinda expectations? or unexpected?
who do they think I am? or I'm not?
what do they think I can do? or cant do~!?

I feel the Eyes are Looking~!
I'm stage fright~!
Spot-light shy~!
.... or Am I Delusioned to believe so?

Lord I just wanna leave it all to You~!